In Common

“Who wants to love somebody like me? You want to love somebody like me. If you could love somebody like me you must be messed up too.”

                                                                                       –In Common(Alicia Keys)

Sometimes

sadness comes in waves,

never ending cycle, a

beginning, no end

Just Go With The Flow

A few thoughts I put into words that don’t really have any form.

Constant motion

We see their lights but death already touched their souls

Pressure builds

Muscles tight

We feel our life flowing to no end–everything ends.

Smarting moments

The tide ebbs and flows

We drift in time with nowhere to go, we’re lost. Please find me.

 

Sunrise

A sunrise can be the end of yesterday and the start of today.

It’s the first and last chapter.

Hardship

“Hardship often prepares an ordinary person for an extraordinary destiny.”

-C.S. Lewis

What Color Am I Today?

It’s early in the morning. Well, not that early because its Sunday. I feel like a cream color with a hint of light blue, and brown speckled in between. I’m an airy color, that’s soft and warm but strong. I’m an anchor.

Grief

“No one ever told me that grief felt so like fear. I am not afraid, but the sensation is like being afraid. The same fluttering in the stomach, the same restlessness, the yawning. I keep swallowing.”

-C.S. Lewis (A Grief Observed)

The Feeling Of…

Three side pyramid

Ancient sands that represent

Life and Death and Love.

“It takes ten times as long to put yourself back together as it does to fall apart.”

-Suzanne Collins, Mockingjay

Please Stop

It’s a silent churning

Soundless waves

Crashing the shores

Of my brain

Please stop.

It’s a building pressure

Exhaling in puffs

While concrete blocks tumble

Into my lungs

Please stop.

It’s an endless tick

Tiny sporadic jerks

As spiders crawl

Through my skin

Please stop.